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Name: Heather Marie
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Tulsa
Birthday: 7/11/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: 001. Being in love - 002. Amber((BFF)) - 003. God - 004. Musiccccc! - 005. Meeting new people - 006. Picturesss! - 007. Being with my Grandma - 008. Walking around in a daze - 009. Books - 010. Flowers - 011. Being in the sun - 012. My teddy bear - 013. Little Kids - 014. Rain Storms - 015. Puppies - 016. Family - 017. Belts - 018. Shoes - 019. Making CD's - 020. Laughing


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Saturday, March 11, 2006

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Friday, March 10, 2006

Currently Listening
If Only You Were Lonely Version A
By Hawthorne Heights
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'"Very good day!"'

wow, feel that weather.
It's such a beautiful day outside, it's simply gorgeous. I love spring, it has always been my favorite season, and I'm looking forward to the cool breeze and misty rain. I always wished for something to happy in the lightly falling rain, oh boy . I can't wait till this season comes full swing; and just the feeling that comes along with the weather.

Broke Shelby and Kazer up!!! (Christina. Go for Kazer!)
Yuss.
I told her that he said there better off friends.
Then she started to cry so I walked off.

Anywhoo...



I'm talking to Stephen right now..
Yay.

Well we went to go get movies and when we did Jennifer spilt my Red Bull all over me..
Kinda sucks but all well, I got over it.

Trla la la la la la..
Nothing much more to say so I guess I'm out.

Ohhh one more thing.
I think Matt and I are kind cool,
I think...

Heather Marie Bond <3

hey, just to be random and cheezy... fill in the blanks:

I ____ Heather.
Heather  is ____.
Heather needs ____.
I want to ____ Heather.
Someday Heather will ____.
Heather reminds me of ____.
Without Heather ____.
The worst thing about Heather is ____.
The best thing about Heather is ____.
I think Heather should ____.
If I could spend the day with Heather, I'd ____.
I'd ____ for Heather.
Heather is the ____.
The song ____ by ____ reminds me of Heather.
I want to ___ and ____  Heather.

isn't it strange how a twenty dollar bill seems like such a large amount when donating to a church but such a small amount when buying something from a store at the mall? isn't it strange how three hours seems so long when you're at church but so short when you're hanging out with friends at a party? isn't it strange how you can't seem to have enough to say to pray but you never have trouble picking a topic with a best friends isn't it strange how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible but how easy it is to read a two page letter from your current boyfriend? isn't it strange how everyone wants front row tickets to concerts or games but they do whatever possible to sit in the last row of church? isn't it strange how difficult it is to learn and remember a fact about God to share with others but how easy it is to understand and repeat gossip about other people? isn't it strange how we believe everything newspapers or magazines tell us but we question the words in the Bible? isn't it strange how everyone wants a place in heaven but they don't want to do anything to get there? yes. it sure is strange.

Do you ever just sit down and start writing? and everything is going through your head just pours onto the paper. and when you reread it, it doesn't make sense, but you know it's meaning. because your mind jumps around so much and when you just let go, you lose all control. All of your heart, your soul, is on that paper and you become so vulnerable to the world.


Thursday, March 09, 2006

The next time someone says I loves me.. I hope he means it.

Today was okay.
I just got back from going up to the office and giving Matt a note telling him that I'm sorry for everything that has been going on, and I hope we can start all over with everything.
Anyway's before I go on with that.

I hope lovely Christina is alright.
She wasn't to happy at the end of German class today.
I hope she reads this. I love you Christina!!!

I went to the Dentist yesterday and they gave me some rules:
1. No chocolate.
2. No cold drinks, only if it is drank form a straw.
3. No ice cream.
Ohhhh boy.

Well I think I might make a new xanga.
This one is getting old, and boring.
I have to think of a really good name....
I got one..

Heather Marie Bond <3

Saying Sorry by: Hawthorne Heights

These colors will not change You change the way I see them These words will fade when you explain why you hate them we are the same She keeps repeating all that she needed She says she's right here, she seems so distant Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count We're counting backwards (Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count) We're falling forwards. She keeps repeating all that she needed She says she's right here, she seems so distant Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying sorry we're falling apart  wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbye's the hardest part Wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying goodbye this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Saying goodbye this time, this time Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Currently Listening
Get Rich or Die Tryin'
By 50 Cent
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Well yea umm I got 5 days of Before School Detention! Shit. I have to be to school before 7:30... omg this is gonna suck. Anyway's..... I don't know what to talk about really..... um yea later

Heather

TELL ME

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band/or rapper:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have or had a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. With tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14.Do you think I'm Hot?
15. Would you call me just because?
16. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
17. If you could change anything about me, would you?
18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

I would try 2 explain how I feel. But there r no words 2 heal my heart right now. just him

..I just don't know anymore.. I just don't know

Forget about Matt forget about everything!
There is so much shit I have on my mind right now I really don't know what to do or what to say.
But for all you guys that do go to my school and read this and you think I'm depressed..
Well news flash I am.
The only thing I wanna do now is just run away and get away from everything that has ever hurt me or was bringing me down.
From every guy that has broken my heart.
To every friend that has let me down.
And to every person that has ever tried to bring me down or who has.
This is all thanks to you.
The way I am now!

I'm gonna stop falling for people because every time I do I just get hurt.
And I just hate it.
I don't even wanna go to school tomorrow I'm so upset.
Now I think I know how this girl in the book I was reading feels.

One thing that did make me happy today was talking and seeing Little Danny.

ins`t it wreid taHt yOu can sltil raed
tihs eevn tohugh the ltetres are mexid
up ? it`s bceuase the hmuan mnid olny
fcouses on the frsit & lsat ` ltetres
of the wrod.
( its like beauty..'people
only pay attention to the o u t s i d e->
n o t  t h e   i n s i d e   )



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